--Alanis Morissette, "All I Really Want"

Name: Estreael Kanan, true name Kimitar Kanan
Title: Assistant to the Speaker of the Suns
Race: Qualinesti/Kagonesti elf, one eighth silver dragon

Birthplace: Khalkist Mountains, Krynn
Age: 97 (Human equivalent 19)
Occupation: Former thief, scribe, accountant, special operative

Physical description: Due to a childhood of starvation, Estrie is smaller than his identical twin brother Destry, standing only 5'7 and an agile 115 lbs. He wears his auburn hair short like his brother Miralas, showing off his handsome angular features and the strange metallic gold eyes that hint at his dragon ancestry. Like Miralas, he favors black clothing, open-necked shirts, body hugging lightweight pants, black silk gloves, and swashbuckler boots, a flat-brimmed black hat adorned with a griffon feather completing the outfit.

Personality: Estreael comes off as 100% street tough, cocky and unflinching. Inside, however, is a young man struggling with a traumatic past and a broken soul. Under the brash exterior he is caring and even kindhearted, but he is afraid to show it openly. Image is everything on the streets and Estreael has his perfected. Connected in his fractured soul to his older brother Miralas, Estreael struggles for independence but is terrified by the thought of losing the brother who has basically been a father to him for most of his life, and who he adores as his personal hero. He had convinced himself that love was a weakness he was incapable of falling to, but the simple but honest understanding and caring he has gotten from the former pirate Angel Marie has broken through that stone defense around his heart and he is deeply committed to the woman who will soon become his wife. This is not to say he will not lose his focus at the slightest frustration and try to escape back into his safety net of unfeeling isolation, but Angie and Miry are always able to win him back.

Abilities: Growing up on the streets of Garnet with his brother Miralas, Estrie trained as a thief to survive, becoming second in skills only to Miry. He learned fencing from his brother as well once they went to live with their siblings at the Tower of the Suns in Qualinost, and as Miry's favorite sparring partner has great skill as a bladesman. He is good with throwing daggers, but lacks the utter focus that gives his twin brother his uncanny aim. He can exercise incredible stealth and makes an excellent spy. Although he speaks in street slang and has little formal education, he is a voracious reader and quite intelligent, especially good at math. He is currently protected from his silver dragon blood, which will emerge on his 99th birthday, because until his fractured soul is healed, the ice magic power of it would result in him being a deadly wild mage.

Items: Mithral rapier (+4), pair of enhanced throwing daggers (+3), fire dagger (+2, becomes fireball when thrown), returning dagger (+1, returns to his hand at command), boots of spider climb, gloves of spider climb, firebane cloak (protection from flame, invisible to normal and infrared vision), ring of cool breezes (protection from heat), bracers (protection equivalent to light chainmail)

Family: Angel Marie (fiancée), Miralas (half-brother), Destrias (younger twin brother), Relansa (half-sister), Gilthanas (cousin), Porthios (cousin)

Theme Songs: All I Really Want, Alanis Morissette / Creep, Stone Temple Pilots

Actor: Keith Brewer, the twin brother of Destrias' Derek Brewer, for that penetrating gaze.

Angel Marie
Miralas
Estreael and his twin brother Destrias

Estreael and his twin were conceived as a result of a rape by their father, insane elven prince Arelas, on a wilder elf servant in his household. The girl escaped a few months later, struggling to find her way back to the forests she was born in. Near to giving birth and caught by storms in the dangerous Khalkist mountains, she was captured by a mated pair of red dragons. Seeing that she carried twins, the dragons devised an evil scheme, ripping the babes from her body and capturing their souls into crystals in order to provide helpless slaves for their twin hatchlings Myrlich and Krychys. The elder twin was named Estreael, or cave rat, then given to Myrlich and separated from his brother Destrias.

With his soul trapped in the crystal and subject to instantaneous and cruel punishment, Estreael was obedient to his dragon master, although he longed for freedom and the chance to escape. He lived for the yearly visits of his master's twin, when his own twin brother would be allowed to see him, although not to speak to him. To overcome this obstacle, Estrie devised a sign language representation to say "I love you" to Destry, and his twin was quick to pick up and return it. By bizarre circumstances, Miralas, the elder half-brother of the twins, travelled back in time, having met the twins as they were in a seperte timeline having spent their entire lives under the dragons, irreperably crushed in spirit. With the grace of the gods he was able to free the twins and destroy their persecutors. The twins were then turned over to the care of their siblings in their timeline, Estrie going to the young Miralas, living on the streets of Garnet, and Destry taken to Miralas' sister Relansa, living with her mother, stepfather, and half-sister in a human fishing village on Southern Ergoth. None of the children knew of their true relationships. To free their souls from the crystals, they were sent through the souls of their guardian siblings, forever forging a deep soul-bond.

To Estrie, the wild and dangerous streets of Garnet were freedom he had never known. Under the tutelage of Miralas, then going by the name of Aaron, Estrie became an able thief and pickpocket, the two barely surviving constant scrapes and cruel beatings from the masters of the thieves guild they belonged to, but thriving in their tight bond to each other. When Relansa, now a princess in the elven court, and Destrias, acting as her servant, came to find their lost siblings, they were shocked at the conditions the two lived in and immediately brought them back to the Tower of the Suns.

Estreael's wilder elf blood forced him to, like Destry, act as his half-brother's servant in the elven court. However, unlike the compliant Destry, Estrie was outraged by even the appearance of captivity and devoted himself to making as much trouble as he could without being executed. Miralas, not much happier with the constraints of royalty, encouraged him in his antics and protected him to the best of his ability from the consequences, but their cousins Porthios and Gilthanas, the true princes and sons of the Speaker of the Suns who had been given responsibility for Miralas' upbringing, made no effort to hide their dislike for the prankster street rat Miralas kept as his serving boy. Having his own resentment and dislike for them, this hardly kept Estrie from his open acts of malice and rebellion.

When the twins' features began to show their bloodline in such a way that not even Porthios, by then Speaker of the Suns himself, was able to deny it, Porthios was forced by obligation to family to give both boys the protection of House Royal, freeing them from the roles they ad been forced to play. Destrias pleaded with Estreael to let the past be the past and forgive Porthios for his former arrogance, but Estreael was not as gentle or as understanding as his twin on the matter. Only when Miralas also begged him to try to get along with their cousin did Estreael make an attempt at peace. Porthios, for his part, was loathe to be as publicly associated with the known thief and brigand Estreael had become as he was with Destrias, who was lawful, honorable, and understood the graces of the court. However, he grudgingly accepted Gilthanas' proposal that he give Estrie a chance, and upon finding that Estrie had an absolute gift with numbers, made him his assistant and royal accountant. With the chance to prove his capability in an honest profession and not about to let Porthios have any excuse for slighting him again, Estrie accomplished evey task before him with a practical outlook that earned him Porthios' respect. Porthios soon added to Estrie's duties the necessary but distasteful to most job of spying and other covert operations. With his training as a thief Estrie excelled and was soon a regular companion of ambassadors and envoys, gathering vital information for Porthios. The healing of the relationship between Porthios and Estrie began, with Porthios learning to trust his young cousin's instincts and Estrie appreciating Porthios' courage and leadership skills.

On one of his trips to help his cousin, Estrie met a pretty human pirate named Angel Marie. Finding in each other kindred spirits, the two eventually fell in love, Angel leaving the dishonest life that was all she had ever known to learn, as Estrie was still doing, how to become part of society, thinking of more than profit and self-survival to work, however behind the scenes, for good.

Estreael is my lost soul, caught in a cycle of hurting and being hurt. Unlike Destrias, Estrie internalizes his pain and hides from it, burying his feelings until they make him explode, lashing out at those around him to keep from getting to the root of the problem, too afraid to face his own past. Angel Marie, played by my friend Evil Drew, is the perfect foil for his tempestuous personality, able to in her simple way accept him even when his behavior is unacceptable, and bit by bit earning his complete trust, while giving him space to heal at his own pace.



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